Its two weeks to go and I'm in a cold sweat panic!
I just don't seem to realise the urgency of my situation. I was so pleased with myself on Saturday having reached my mini goal, but everything has gone fuzzy since then and I don't know what to do! You would think I would be shocked into the reality of fourteen days versus eight kilos - do you think I can do it? Ive thrown away four days since Saturday and something has to sink in fast - but WHAT? Actually, now that I think about it, there is something that can jolt me out of this quagmire - I have chosen my new tattoo. I have decided on the Lotus Flower, which represents harmony and beauty (two things I am constantly striving for.), it symbolises a difficult and sometimes traumatic, emotional and physical journey through 'muddy waters' to emerge triumphant and healed as a beautiful flower! I feel that part of my weight gain can be attributed to the pain of losing my parents within seven months of each other in the last two years. Recognising this, along with shedding the kilos has given me the opportunity of a new beginning emotionally as well as physically. The problem is I'm still fighting my way through those murky waters and desperately need to break out and blossom into the sunshine! I CANNOT and WILL NOT give up now! x
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