All I can say is THANK GOD the Easter Weekend is over!
Its not that I didn't have great fun with my friends, but if I had carried on eating like that for one more day, I would have gained all my lost weight! I am now in full damage control mode, thankfully, its not too much of a disaster - having said that, a disaster it remains. I don't know what is wrong with me, I left for Langebaan on Friday morning with such conviction and not an hour after unpacking, I found myself in the kitchen, salivating over all the delectable goodies everybody had brought. Am I really that weak? Am I really that greedy? I suppose I must be! I certainly didn't consume anymore than anyone else which, at the time, was a handy bargaining tool to use while wrestling with my willpower - but, then again, none of my friends need to shift vast numbers of kilograms (I find this really unfair!) so I only have myself to blame for not being more controlled.
I woke up this morning feeling so angry at the extra pressure I have now put myself under to lose the required weight in less time. I have just over eight weeks to reach my goal - which I know is possible, there is just absolutely no room for error! All I can do now is take ownership of the damage that has been done and move forward with a vengeance! x
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