I cant believe that I'm ten days into my quest and still not rail thin - how long will this take? I know I'm being a little unreasonable but Ive always been one of those instant gratification types who needs to see results NOW! I put myself on the scales this morning and, although I hadn't gone down much since Tuesday, I'm starting to see a change in body shape which is very encouraging.
Do you remember the other day I was talking about whether or not there are such things as coincidences? Well, this morning I was at the Beauty Salon having the essentials done and while I was lying there I was thinking how divine it would be to really indulge myself with some treatments that weren't necessary but fabulous! When I opened my e-mails this afternoon, I saw that my darling brother and his wife, who live in New York, had sent me an extremely generous online voucher for a Health Spa. To be honest, I was so overwhelmed with the loving thought that I burst into tears and phoned my husband who couldn't make out what I was saying because I was crying so hard. His immediate reaction, when he finally managed to make sense of it, was relief that nothing terrible had happened which soon turned to totall disbelief that he had been pulled out of a meeting on account of me being hysterical over receiving a gift! I must say, looking at it from his perspective, it does make me out to be slightly unhinged although I like to see it as sensitive.
Having got over my outburst I read another message from an old friend, currently living in L.A., (and reading my blog!) who said he remembers me as a "Hot babe" and that when he sees me again is fully expecting me to look like I did at seventeen! I went into a cold sweat realising how far this blogging had reached and the enormous pressure I have put myself under to succeed! I have resisted phoning my husband back with this disturbing realization and decided my only option is to succeed, so I'm off to do some exercise! x
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